Wednesday, 6 July 2011

everyone got their own TOUGHness ___♥

' Everyone got their own Toughness ' that was my topic tonight :D

Hi too all my blogger and face-booker ; today is Friday ; Friday Night (:
seem so bored at home so i started to updated my blog (:
yesterday night was Thomas C easer Birthday Party at Jungle Park .
What The FUCK ? High-heels Attacking my leg and sleep at class for 3hour half :\
after school , back home ; bath ; online ; suddenly fall a sleep . MY DAMN little shark-boy wake me up :| Grrrrrr ! He said , king kong it's 4 o'clock ; time to go play basketball ; today Friday ; you have no any TUITIONS CLASS :O
LOL , ahheng used to call me king kong anyway ; just because i'm a BIG-SIZED girlfriend ?
our 1year relationship still hang on ; i hope there was no end for us .
i'm not those kind of girl who easily give up ; but sometimes i'm still not TOUGH enough :\
before ; i was a bad girl with a bad temper ; now ; i try to changes everything ; just because of you . you're not my dad or mom even GOD ; but you're special one ; you're my boyfriend ; after married you will be my husband ; after a month ; you will be my children dad (:
but it's still young to have this kind of decision ; i still need to study ; i have my own future ; and you told me that , you wont broke my dream down ; i had a dream , i want to be a FAMOUS FASHION DESIGNER one day <3
You said , you wont leave me no matter what happen until the world end :|
but SORRY shark-boy ; i cant believe you even that was your truly word from your bottom hearted ; no one perfect in the world even LOVE ; it's full of lies ; but we act like a stupid ;
every time we had a fight ; you not even try to say sorry ; who cares ? i wont said until you say sorry to me first . BUT sometimes , hell yeah ! i'm give up because i love and care you (:
You used to slap or punch me ; when i get wrong or mistaken ; it's pain but i still can stand for it ; i will not choose to leave you ; but i still need to be tough ; i need to be strong ; i don't want to cry easily just because of you give a damn on me :|

well , i had a story about a girl that i had meet for once ; but i know her seen i'm form 3 ; she is a tough girl with a tough decision ; she choose to wait him ; she choose to let herself more comfortable ; she choose not to cry and she choose not to give up easily (':
she such a amazing girl that i ever knew in my friend-list . every time when she had a problems ; she will find me ; chat me even message me ; girl you're too young for take decision on this ; love can't used to be forced even buy it with money ; if we lost it ; it's hard to get it back ; no matter what we do ; it's still not belong to us ; only GOD know everything and our future ;
Seriously , every time i saw your blog ; your story ; your sadness and your happiness ; my tears will down ; you had a unforgettable love and unforgettable memory ; your Facebook status almost all about him :| -Maybe-
Those song in blog or wall post is all about your story and your lifestyle story ; and you always says : - i'm okay , don't worry ; I'll be fine ; who believe ?
I'm not try to teasing you my little sister ; i just want to tell you that ; you still young , you had a long long journey to go ; you still haven't let you dream come true ; trust me sweetheart , all thing gonna be alright ; find me when you need me ; i'm always be there for you ;
Ryuki or Ki for her short-name , that was the girl that i said before ; this is the second time i write about her ; aku sayang kamu ketat-ketat mei ;

Okay , i think i'm gonna stop here
but before i'm offline ; i want to upload some picture (:

All These Picture Captured By Miyuwawa

p/s : i love him always (:

1 comment:

kikilala said...

sayang jiejie ganda-ganda :'(

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